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Sunday~
"How can a young man keep his way pure? By guarding it according to your word. With my whole heart I seek you; let me not wander from you commandments! I have stored up your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you." Psalm 119:9-11

Why do we try to conform God to our will? Live in His word and know true joy.

Monday~
"Make me to know your ways, O LORD, teach me your paths. Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all the day long. Remember your mercy, O LORD, and your steadfast love, for they have been from of old."
Psalm 25:4-6

God reveals the truth of our time and all time to us through Scripture.

Tuesday~
"The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul; the tstimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple: the precepts of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes; the fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the LORD are true, and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than gold, even much fine gold; sweeter also than honey and drippings of the honeycomb."
Psalm 19:7-10

All the laws in all the books in all the libraries of the world are but a footnote to the law of God.

Wednesday~
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways ackowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."
Proverbs 3:5-6

To know and understand God comes not through our intellect, but through the wisdom given to us by the grace of God.

Thursday~
"My son, do not forget my teaching, but let your heart keep my commandments, for length of days and years of life and peace they will add to you. Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you; bind them around your neck; write them on the tablet of your heart."
Proverbs 3:1-3

Don't measure success by society's standards. Use Christ as your measuring stick.

Friday~
"The the LORD answered Job our of the whirlwind and said: 'Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell me, if you have understanding, Who determined its measurements - surely you know! Or who stretched the line upon it? Or who laid its cornerstond...?'"
Job 38:1, 4-6

When we measure God by our limited standards, we attempt to measure the elephant by weighing one strand of its hair.

Saturaday~
"Philip said to him, 'Lord, show us the Father, and it is enough for us.' Jesus said to him, 'Have I been with you so lon, and you still do not know me, Philip? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, Show us the Father?'"
John 14:8-9

Christ is God made flesh. If you want to know God, you must draw closer to Jesus.

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Sunday, July 04, 2010

"That Ragged Old Flag" by Johnny Cash

I walked through a county courthouse square
On a park bench, an old man was sittin' there.
I said, "Your old court house is kinda run down,
He said, "Naw, it'll do for our little town".
I said, "Your old flag pole is leaned a little bit,
And that's a ragged old flag you got hangin' on it".
He said, "Have a seat", and I sat down,
"Is this the first time you've been to our little town"
I said, "I think it is"
He said "I don't like to brag, but we're kinda proud of
That Ragged Old Flag


"You see, we got a little hole in that flag there,
When Washington took it across the Delaware.
and It got powder burned the night Francis Scott Key sat watching it,
writing "Say Can You See"
It got a rip in New Orleans, with Packingham & Jackson
tugging at its seams.
and It almost fell at the Alamo
beside the Texas flag,
But she waved on though.
She got cut with a sword at Chancellorsville,
And she got cut again at Shiloh Hill.
There was Robert E. Lee and Beauregard and Bragg,
And the south wind blew hard on
That Ragged Old Flag


"On Flanders Field in World War I,
She got a big hole from a Bertha Gun,
She turned blood red in World War II
She hung limp, and low, a time or two,
She was in Korea, Vietnam, She went where she was sent
by her Uncle Sam.
She waved from our ships upon the briny foam
and now they've about quit wavin' back here at home
in her own good land here She's been abused,
She's been burned, dishonored, denied an' refused,
And the government for which she stands
Has been scandalized throughout out the land.
And she's getting thread bare, and she's wearin' thin,
But she's in good shape, for the shape she's in.
Cause she's been through the fire before
and i believe she can take a whole lot more.


"So we raise her up every morning
And we bring her down slow every night,
We don't let her touch the ground,
And we fold her up right.
On second thought
I do like to brag
Cause I'm mighty proud of
That Ragged Old Flag"

We have a tradition now, my parents come out to visit for the 4th and on the night of the 3rd we go to the Black Hills Round Up PRCA Rodeo.  We have had the same announcer all of the years we have been there and he is very good at what he does.  But the tradition comes with the fireworks after, the night of the 3rd, and since we have tickets to the rodeo we can stay sitting and still see the fireworks.  Last night as we were sitting there with my Mom, Dad, and the kiddos while looking just a little across the way and seeing some of our newfound best friends it was amazing.  Someone always puts together a patriotic melody and it usually includes "That Ragged Old Flag" by Johnny Cash and alot of times the country song that goes, "That's something to be proud of, that's a life you can hang your hat on..." anyway, you cannot help but think of how this country was founded, what it was founded on, the fact that back when our country was born the majority of the leaders were God fearing folk.  But you also think of those who sacrificed to make our country free....July 4th is always very emotional for me...first because of what it represents and the country so many worked hard to give us, and second because of the family connections and traditions we are raising our children with.  I can almost never make it through the fireworks with all the patriotic music playing. 

Last night as we were hanging out, my dad just behind me, my husband beside me, Mom sitting taking pictures of the kids in a great Grandma like fashion, and the kids leaning into us it was just plain great.  And all of a sudden they play a song I would not necessarily agree with and do not listen to but it stated, "we'll put a boot in your @#$ it's the American way" and while some thought inapropriate (I do not disagree) it also made me think of what our country is becoming.  The very imporant base of the a God fearing nation is very quickly going, and the leaders of the country are throwing away our freedom like it means nothing. 

So today as you enjoy parades, carnivals, fireworks, family picnics, please take time to be thankful for the fact that we do live in a nation that was born into a "Trust in God" belief and that we do still have the freedom to worship as we please.  Also be thankful for the many MANY men and women that sacrificed and are still doing so to keep our nation free! 

Happy 4th of July! 

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

A Piece of my Heart


(Please excuse the terrible looking lady in the picture...it was suppose to be a photo shoot of the twins...but Princess really wanted to take a picture...glad she did!  It is the only picture I have with myself and the twins!)

Back in my early HS years I was a big Faith.Hill fan, she is a great singer and I admire that she and hubby Tim.McGraw are still together because we all have seen how marriage lasts in the spotlight!

Anyway, she had a song that was about breaking up with someone but the courus when something like this:
"Take it, take another little piece of my heart now baby, break it, break another little piece of my heart now honey."  And so on.

Well that song comes to mind when I think of the twins, or other foster children that have been in our home.  I once counceled a young lady about being careful who she gave her heart away to because if you truly love someone, the piece of your heart you give them can never be taken back.  I believe this to be true, and sadly before my husband I had given two pieces of my heart away that I can never get back....true love doesn't go away....it can dim with time, but it doesn't go away.

Well, that goes for other people in your life as well.  The foster children in our home each get our heart as well, I will admit that because of the age of the child, their willingness to be part of the family, the length of time they are with us, and so on the amount of our heart each one has captured can vary greatly.  But these twins melted us from the beginning!  They were so little, so sick, so needy and they took me away.  It hurts to have them out of our life.  They have another little piece of my heart that will be with them always!  We love and miss you Cupcake and EskiMo! 

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Fundraiser

Please, I know that we recently went through a very difficult process with fostering the twins and having them removed from our home only to be placed in another foster home.  The heart ache was tremendous, but by the same time it opened up our hearts and our eyes again to the God given desire that is in our hearts.  Handsome and I believe God has impressed upon our hearts to adopt yet again, but the only trouble is that with us still paying our first two adoption loans off we are unable to do it without the help of family and friends.  We are not asking you specifically to give financially (though if you want to you are more than welcome to!)  But we are asking you, our family and friends to consider doing a fundraiser on our behalf. 

Some of you have seen the heart ache that our children go through when they attach to a child in foster care and then they are removed from our home.  We start foster care for the purpose of adopting and when it was just Handsome and myself that was a real possibility, but now with two 3 1/2 year old children whos hearts and emotions are being brought into the picture we just cannot continue to walk that path.  I am not saying we are done fostering forever, but we will be accepting cases with great discresion. 

So please, think about what your church, your community, your office, your friends, your family might be able to do to help out a family that without your help may not be able to grow.  God is AWESOME and I know through Him all things are possible, but I also know He can use each one of you to help us! 

Some ideas would be to have a rummage sale, an ice cream social, a spaghetti supper, the sky is the limit!  We do have $200 from the fundraiser we did last Spring still sitting in savings waiting for the remaining $26800 to join in. 

If you would be willing to help us out, or have any questions please let us know!  If you are unable to help either financially or with a fundraiser, please pray!  If the twins being in our home taught us anything it is that our family is still missing someone, we are not yet complete!  Our children loved having babies in the house!

Thank you for taking time to consider and pray about helping our family on our decision to continue and persue another adoption through the agency we worked on Princess' adoption!

Monday, June 21, 2010

6.21.09


One year ago today we were 'home' celebrating my home towns Saddle Horse Holiday always celebrated over Father's Day weekend.  The kids had the privilage of throwing candy for the Opera House float and my husband drove Dad's truck for it.  The kids had a blast! 

It is fun to look back and see a 'where we were on this date XXX number of years ago!'  Our children were only 2 1/2 year old, Handsome was 25 lbs heavier, I was 50 lbs heavier (that makes a 75 lb loss between us!)  And we had no idea the pain a year from that day would hold!

6.21.10
First day of summer!
Birthday of a highschool classmate of mine (always remember June birthday b/c people born in June are just plain AWESOME!)
But also a date that I will not forget...it was the date that the foster twins were removed from our home for no reason at all but to be placed into another foster home.  It was a date I saw people from all walks of my life band together and try to fight for the girls and give them a voice.  It was a date I was scared of because I didn't know how I, my children, or my husband would react/handle the situation.  It is a date that I am impressed by the strength God gives one when having to be strong for my kiddos!  (Praise the Lord) I want to thank those of you that decided they were going to try and give Cupcake and EskiMo a voice today.  I am impressed by the number of you that took matters into your own hands and called and/or emailed the Governor of our state to try and find justice for the girls.  At this point it doesn't seem like anything happened, we may not know for a while...or ever, but know one thing!  When it comes time to be accountable for our actions, God knows that you all stepped out of yourself and did something in the best interest of two helpless little girls!  We miss them, because of what was going on I had my husband take their crib down right after he got home from work today.  I wasn't wanting to have to look at it longer than needed....it was a painful day, but a day that I truly saw how God can bring people together and give strength and comfort in a time of hurt.    Thank you again to each of you!

Friday, June 18, 2010

Check out this post....

Right here.  It is about matter of perspective! 

My Heart is Broken





♫Don’t know how it is You looked at me
And saw the person that I could be
Awakening my heart
Breaking through the dark
Suddenly Your grace


(Chorus)
Like sunlight burning at midnight
Making my life something so
Beautiful, beautiful
Mercy reaching to save me
All that I need
You are so
Beautiful, beautiful


Now there’s a joy inside I can’t contain
But even perfect days can end in rain
And though it’s pouring down
I see You through the clouds
Shining on my face


(Chorus)


I have come undone
But I have just begun
Changing by Your grace


(Chorus)♫

"Beautiful Beautiful" by Francesca Battistelli



This song has been my favorite since the first time I heard it....and it is true. We have beautiful all around us on a regular basis. The last two and a half months have been something so beautiful, being parents to twins (even if just foster parents) and seeing the big helpers my not-so-baby little ones have become has been amazing. Aspen and Eden (as I will think of them forever) have done an amazing work in our lives and in our hearts. For some reason our desire does not match up with God's will this time...but I trust He knows what He is doing and I need to accept that. But I don't know that I can just move on, in my mind this is harder than a miscarriage. The four miscarriages we have been through were tough, but they were all at around 8 weeks and we didn't know if they were boys or girls. God allowed my body to grow them for 8 short weeks a piece and then He took them home with Him. An easy (for lack of a truly meaningful word ~ but please follow my thought here) transition. I do not have my babies, but they never suffered, never cried, never hurt, they went from the cozy warm safety of my womb to the cozier, safer, warmer, more loving arms of Jesus! That is not the case today, the twins are being uprooted from what they know, love, and count on as safety and security and moved to a foster home that is closer to DSS for their convinience. Maybe it is because they still hold a grudge against us, maybe it is because I fought to have a meeting at a time when my husband could be involved instead of when it was good for them, maybe it is because the foster home they are going to is a way more strong in the faith family and God knows that they are just what the girls need. I don't know what it is....but I do know it hurts.



And in my mind the: "even perfect days can end in rain\and though it's pouring down\I see you through the clouds\shining on my face" and the "I have come undone\but I have just begun\changing by Your Grace" really reaches out to my heart today. I need to be able to see Him through the clouds!



"Like sunlight burning at midnight making my life something so beautiful beautiful mercy reaching to save me all that I need You are so Beautiful"
 
 
 
 

Thursday, June 17, 2010

THANKFUL THURSDAY

My new Lip.ton COLD BREW iced tea!  It is amazing, you can use a pitcher of cold water and in less than 5 minutes you have iced tea COLD!



I know it may seem rather trivial to be thankful for something like this....but you see with the IDP diet I am on, I can drink tea or water...so there are times when water just isn't what the body wants and if I have not planned ahead (never been too good at that, let alone having 4 kids living here and a Patch full of Pumpkins during the day) I do not have to wait long for my tea!  I am thankful for this!

Memorial Day 2010

This year for Memorial Day we made a quick trip to 'the big city' to return left over flooring from the big Memorial Weekend project!  We took out the carpet in the main living spaces of the house and put down the laminate flooring!  My husband is a rockstar and it looks AMAZING!

Anyway, we did do a little shopping here and there, but the fun part was taking the scenic route home!  Is is not great that we live so close to:
Mr. Rushmore
I had never seen the side view of George before....Mr. Washington looks great from all angles!  (I even remember looking up his nose on our honeymoon.)
Pactola Lake
Hubby decided we needed a Mama picture!
Anyway, it was a fun drive home.  We even saw Mt. Goats and Longhorn sheep just along side road.  Boo slept most of the way home, and so did the twins, but AG really enjoyed looking at everything!  What a fun family filled Memorial Day 2010!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

What makes your child happy?




There is something that always brings squeals of happiness and smiles to the children!  It is when Daddy announces it is time for the suburban to have a bath!  We have a touchless carwash here in town that has a triple foam step and the kids have called it the 'Rainbow' because the foams are yellow redish and blue which also add purple and green to the mix!  Anyway, we all load up and head to the carwash and the kids are very happy to do it!  The always discuss who's side it is coming on next and if THIS time it will be the Rainbow!  My favorite part is how the rainbow wash smells...very fruity!

"It's coming!"


What a fun little thing to do as a family!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Mother's Day Pictures 2010

As some of you may or may not know, I have been doing Mother's Day pictures of the kids every year so as to have a specific time of year to reference and see how much the kids have grown!  I must say that this year I look at these pictures and I see NO BABY left in either one of them!  Last year Boo still has some chubby baby cheeks, but this year....not so much!  This Mama has shed many tears over these pictures because I cannot believe that my babies are not babies any more!

Monday, May 24, 2010

Better At It!

I am ver sorry about my lack of posting...for the time that I wasn't able to post pictures I got out of the habit of posting, but my promises to start posting again!  Heres to getting one up tomorrow!

Friday, May 14, 2010

Nice Weather!


So we are having a VERY nice day today, considering the beginning of this week brought us 6+ inches of snow!  There was even still some snow falling yesterday....but today, well that is a different story!  We are creeping up on 70, the sun is shining, the very beautiful especially blue sky I love about this place is filled with happy puffy clouds, the birds are finding worms in the warm still wet ground so they are happy too!  Actually lots of critters are 'out and about' taking in this nice day...including this little guy:




I stepped out our back door to pull some of those lovely yellow flowers that are also making an apperance and here he was....just hanging out waiting to see what I was going to do.  Now please know that me being me, I was rather happy to see this guy!  Growing up on a farm I actually played with these guys, would have 'races' with the neighbor to see who could catch the most in a 5 gallon bucket and then we would go to our bridge and dump them all into the water and watch them scurry away!  I know demented....BUT, me being marriged to the Handsome that I am who will not kill a spider because he would rather believe they do not exsist than touch one...yea, I get snake, spider, and mouse (thankfully we only had those in one house have lived in) duty around here!  Anyway, I decided I wanted to make him proud, so I grabbed the first weapon like thing I could and went on the chase...apparently they are much more willing to be caught by a friendly person with a bucket than with a crazy person with a large board!  lol...I was defeated, and not terribly sorry about it!  So rather than make my husband proud by killing the little fella I texted him this picture and all it said was, "HELLO!"

I might remind him that because this dude was allowed to live, many a spider will not be...

ENJOY THE BEAUTIFUL WEATHER!

Sunday, May 09, 2010

A Mother's Day Poem

Today is a day to celebrate life
Celebrate the roles of mother and wife.
Two roles I enjoy a great deal,
but also require time to heal.

Many see me celebrating four years now
And that if fine I am learning how.
But I have a secret hidden deep below,
One not many care to know.

I was a mom before you knew
We have lost babies, two and two.
Four micarriages broke my heart,
Before our living family would start.

So today is a day I remember all
Both the children who Mama do me call
And the ones Jesus has with Him above.
To each of them I give so much love!


by Ashley Jene
~May 9th 2010

Saturday, May 08, 2010

Dancin' Queen

Last weekend we were able to watch our Princess in her 2nd dance recital!  She did very well (in my opinion) and it was fun to see how much she had learned and grown since last year!  She is already bummed that she didn't get to wake up today and go to dance class, but Mommy was a little excited for the break!  More pictures to come later...just happy we have the blog up and running again, now I have time to make up for! 

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Thankful Thursday

Today I am thankful for the BEST husband a girl could ask for, a wonderful friend who took me out last night, and a forgiving God who looks at me and sees someone worth sending his Son to die for!  That is alot to be thankful for!  I also am thankful for the time we had with Mom last week, my two wonderful children and our twin foster girls that we are praying might just get to stay here with us forever...we shall see what God has in store and it will be a long time before we know...but we are praying!

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

What does it mean?

So we all know how much we love kids in this house!  I have said before that if we lived in a perfect world where my body allowed me to house a precious little one for 9 months and safely deliver that same perfect little one and $$$ wasn't a hurdle to jump every time I blinked, I could easily become the next Michelle Duggar!  I.LOVE.KIDS!

Well, my little BooBear, who is affectionately referred to as Sunshine more than anything now, is almost 3 1/2 and still is NOT interested in taking time out of his day to go potty on the big potty because that is what diapers are for.  If I didn't have a daycare I would just put him in undies and deal with the mess until he didn't like that any more....BUT, I have a daycare and I have to keep things sanitary so that isn't an option around here.  ANYWAY, my mom was here over the weekend and we discovered that yet again Boos diaper was soaking wet and we had just sat down to eat a night time snack...jokingly Handsome told Boo to go change his own diaper, because if he is going wet it he can change it!  We fully didn't expect this of him, in fact I didn't know it was even possible.  Shortly after I saw him putting a folded up wet diaper away and he came out and told us he was finished!  The child changed his own diaper!  Does this happen?  How can a child be strong willed enough to not go potty in the potty chair but decide that when his diaper is wet he can change it himself.

He has done it a couple of times since then, one being this morning!  He woke up and I asked him if his diaper was wet...he told me that it was and I was feeding one of the twins so I asked him to wait until I had finished.  Well then all of a sudden he said, "I do it Mama!"  He very dutifully walked over to his diaper drawer and picked one for himself.  He then walked into the bathroom, was in there for about 10 minutes, came out fully dressed with the wet diaper folded up nicely for the trash and walked over and threw it away!  He came over for me to inspect and he had done almost as well as if I had done it myself....

SOOOOO, anyone have any suggestions?  I mean, really, this is insane!  Please leave suggestions in the comments box....this is a whole new playing field to me!  He has just upped the anty!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

3 yr old conversations....

Now that Princess and BooBear are sharing a room on account of the twins, it is funny to sometimes listen to their morning conversations.  They tend to stay in the room just sitting on their bed chatting across the room until they hear the first daycare client show up.  Well this morning was no different...

I hear Boo ask, "so what are you gonna wear today?" 
Princess, "I think I wanna wear a dress!" 
Boo, "When I am a girl I will where a dress someday."  
Princess, "You are not a girl, you will be a boy forEVER!"
Boo, "Someday."
Princess, "I don't think we should talk about this any more."

It is too funny to hear what they have swimming around in their heads!

Happy Blogoversary!!!!

It was three years ago today that I started this blog...crazy to think that at that time I had a 7 month old and a 4 month old!  Now three years later they are three and we have 4 1/2 month old twin girls staying with us for a while...how long?  We are unsure...if they get to stay forever we would be more than happy!

Thank you to each and every one of you that faithfully read the blog...I am still working on the whole picture thing...not getting many answers though! 

Have a great day!

Monday, April 26, 2010

You Are God Alone

We sang this great song in church yesterday and the words are great!



You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that's just the way it is


You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone


You're the only God
Whose power none can contend
You're the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You're the only God
Who's worthy of everything we can give
You are God  alone
And that's just the way it is


You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone


Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That's what You are


Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That's what You are


You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone



Check it out on youtube by Philips, Craig, & Dean!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Thankful Thursday

So it is that day of the week again, that day that I try to set aside to be Thankful in Everything...

Today, I am thankful for a husband to loves and cares...
I am thankful for my two children that get excited when I come home from even half an hour away...
I am thankful for our two foster girls that Handsome brought into our room smiling at 6:30 this morning...
I am thankful for friends who want to be a part of your life...
I am thankful for the Bible Study we started in our home two weeks ago...
I am thankful for Salvation...
I am thankful for my wonderful Seester...
I am thankful for parents who want to be around and involved in our lives...
I am thankful for a roof over our head (though am praying for a little bigger one for daycare)...
I am thankful for being over the 40 lbs mark...
I am thankful for the beauty of Spring...

It doesn't take long to be able to think of gripes we have with our life, troubles at work, not enough money, not enough time, wishing you had more friends....blah blah blah....we've been there.  We ARE there!  But it is good for a person to dwell on good things....Philippeans 4:8 says so, it took me only the time to type the "I am thankful for" be be able to come up with my next one, that list could be 5X longer EASY! 

But I will spare you...my challege, sit down for five minutes and think of the thinks you can be thankful for and than thank Him for them!  I dare you!